Park Shin Hye - Without Words

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my lips were surprised
it came without a word

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
my lips were surprised
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.

color blind is a disability :(

Dichromasy
- can be divided into protanopia and deuteranopia (two out of 100 males):
These individuals normally know they have a color vision problem and it can effect their lives on a daily basis. They see no perceptible difference between red, orange, yellow, and green. All these colors that seem so different to the normal viewer appear to be the same color for this two percent of the population.


Protanopia
(one out of 100 males):
For the protanope, the brightness of red, orange, and yellow is much reduced compared to normal. This dimming can be so pronounced that reds may be confused with black or dark gray, and red traffic lights may appear to be extinguished. They may learn to distinguish reds from yellows and from greens primarily on the basis of their apparent brightness or lightness, not on any perceptible hue difference. Violet, lavender, and purple are indistinguishable from various shades of blue because their reddish components are so dimmed as to be invisible. E.g. Pink flowers, reflecting both red light and blue light, may appear just blue to the protanope.


Deuteranopia
(one out of 100 males):
The deuteranope suffers the same hue discrimination problems as the protanope, but without the abnormal dimming. The names red, orange, yellow, and green really mean very little to him aside from being different names that every one else around him seems to be able to agree on.



Being color blind is officially considered a disability, however there have been studies documenting certain advantages including penetrating some camouflages. For instance – it was found during World War II that analysis of aerial photos yielded better results if at least one member of the surveillance team was color blind. It has also been suggested that females with one mutated X chromosome may be afforded an extra dimension of color awareness as they may have at least four types of cones in their eyes rather than two.

silent is not golden

imreallybad

in keeping good relationship .

felt sorry to my friends , and also my self .

for not being able to amuse you .

imnotagoodfriend

am i ?

sometimes

i just dont know what to talk about .

imeanmostoftime

ialwayslike

"ohh , idk what topic to start with . . lets just stay quite"

but , thats wrong . what i want is ,

he or she is my friend ,

we must talk or helping or share something ,

lets just cheer each other , so everyone happy .

imnotabletodothat .

atsomepoint

i do feel we are close .

but maybe for you .

itsnot

color blindness

icanonlyseeyellow

thtswhatdocsays

sdopfcmsfopmcsocmspokcmaopcmaopkcmasdcaopkdsmcapokfdv

ASDFGHJKL;SERTYUIOEWDFGHNJMXCVBNMERTYUIVJKSAMDUHSA

saokafomsopmfwr

kinda special . hehehe !

im special u know ?

i've been tagged !

i've no idea . haha

so , thxx to this kakak ( walaupun same umur) xD
Siti Yusfazira

sbb tag , and give me this homework :P

lets go !

rules and regulations:

1 . you must post these rules !

2 . each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal

3 . answer the question tagger set for you in their post

4 . create 11 new question fer the people you've tagged to answer .

5 . you have to tag 11 people and put their link in the entry

6 . go to their page and tell them you have tagged them

7 . no tag back

8 . you should tag 11 people ! (?)

11 interesting (?) things about me .

really??

1. i've a mixed-blood of malay, chinese and african (maybe , not so sure)
2. i love my hair long . the longer the better . but here , where i am . i cant have long hair :)

3. i hate waiting . seriously .

4. i have 9 siblings . cant tell if its gonna 10 . . haha
5. at age of 7 . i luve to shout "AARGHHHH!!" and let the whole school hear me . it will make me calm :)
*andthengetscoldbyteacher.

6. infected by kpop culture.
7. has never been on a date bcouse of my stupidity.

8. i hate procedure . :D

9. hardly to understand others . especially girls
10. i hate my past time :)

11. i prefer cute girls more than beautiful girls .

tagged question must be answered

1. apakah azam terbaru awk?

overcoming the odds :)

2. pencapaian hidup yg awk rasa paling cemerlang setakat ni.

upsr 4a1b and winning world of warcraft whole week without lose.

3. ada tak rasa pejudice terhadap seseorang atau sesuatu? dan kenapa?

pysics (formula) . coz my opinion always got rejected . maybe i am too anime-ish . hehe

4. pernah tak ada suatu ketika dalam hidup awk di mana awk teringin sgt2 nak kahwin? kenapa?

tak ? buad masa skrng . i dont rly like anak2 kecil .

5. apa pendapat awk tentang 'cinta' ?

versatile ? haha :p xthu lh ! :)

6. ada rasa mcm nak ckp 'i love you' tak kat saya? teehee~ :D

i love . . . xna ah ! :p *i love you sky noona ! :D

7. awk rasa awk baik tak? dan kenapa?

yes n no . sbb people's change :)

8. pilih salah satu drpd ni :

(a) duduk bersendirian dekat kubur yg mmg berpenunggu pada waktu malam, atau

(b) pergi dating (kerana dipaksa) dengan pembunuh bersiri yg suke cincang org.

A . i dont rly trust what i cant see . seeing is believing :)

penunggu xcedera kan org rite ? rite ? =.=??

9. pernah tak dapat tau, atau terdengar org brckp perkara2 x baik tentang awak? ceciter..

i dont care much :)

10. cuba bayangkan yg andai kata awk tau awk akn mati esok, apa atau siapa perkara pertama yg terlintas dlm fikiran awk.
excluding God . erm . . what posisition im gonna die . lying/sit/peacehandonface/sandar kt dindin :p
do i have to think about others tht doesnt think about me ? :) well , friends n family .

11. secara keseluruhannya, awk puas hati tak dgn blog awk skrg ni?

OFCOURSE not.

im too lazy to create question .

so i'll just copy Sky noona punya question . hehe !

mianhae noona ! :D

question for those who have been tagged

1. apakah azam terbaru awk?

2. pencapaian hidup yg awk rasa paling cemerlang setakat ni.

3. ada tak rasa pejudice terhadap seseorang atau sesuatu? dan kenapa?

4. pernah tak ada suatu ketika dalam hidup awk di mana awk teringin sgt2 nak kahwin? kenapa?

5. apa pendapat awk tentang 'cinta' ?

6. ada rasa mcm nak ckp 'i love you' tak kat saya? teehee~ :D

7. awk rasa awk baik tak? dan kenapa?

8. pilih salah satu drpd ni :

(a) duduk bersendirian dekat kubur yg mmg berpenunggu pada waktu malam, atau
(b) pergi dating (kerana dipaksa) dengan pembunuh bersiri yg suke cincang org.

9. pernah tak dapat tau, atau terdengar org brckp perkara2 x baik tentang awak? ceciter..

10. cuba bayangkan yg andai kata awk tau awk akn mati esok, apa atau siapa perkara pertama yg terlintas dlm fikiran awk.
11. secara keseluruhannya, awk puas hati tak dgn blog awk skrg ni?


orang yg akan d tag dan tidak mengendahkannya ialah :

Nur Anami Azmi
kimchimichi

due jek . sbb member len xde blog :) korang buad 11 keyh ! :D

mystery or mastery ?

they crY for it .

they smile for it .

they sacrificed for it .

they cheated for it .

they beggin for it .

they ignored it .

they leave it .

they find it .

love

what is it anyway ?

if its beautiful .

why cryin when it become history ?

its will still remain beautiful .

Alone or Lonely isnt so bad afterall .

dont make anyone to

make a strong bond with your

heart ,

because the breaking

of the bond ,

will break your heart some

day .

you can see . if other can write hundreds of line

telling about their life .

well , I can only write few .

nothing much to tell other about my life

or giving my trust towards others .

I believe ,

inviting someone into your path of life .

probably will just burden your life .

I never hide the truth ,

I just dont tell them .

The less You Trust ,

The less You Get Hurt .

cant express with word anymore.

damnit. i cant say it ! f

i juz cant be myself anymore. =.=

avrythin' ruining my lfe.

PERFECT !

still...

what will happen to me if i cant find someone better than you ?

my life my soul

yeah. yesterday was really a long day. nothing went good. -.-`

same go as my gaming experience. haihh... getting noob teammate. lagging. invisible host.
soo many trouble yesterday until..

[11.04.09]
i saw SoNyeoShiDae new vid uploaded on youtube. which is RunDevilRun japanese version.

surprised me. when i play DotA , im using hero that i never use for a long time, with new built/style that i just think about it. im OWNING..... WOW !!!

i realize it when my fren beside me enter this text in game :
PriestessOfTheMoon > budak ni dah jadi giler lpas dier bukak lagu korea.
[next game]
PriestessOfTheMoon > apek da ngamok.. dier g bukak lagu korea...

haha. now i know that beat is inspire me alot. :P
so, i guess it was happy ending for yesterday bad day :)

quote : lek ah... bukan setiap hari cerah.. kdng2 ader gak hari2 yg susah..

jln2 d pasar mlm

one 1 satu

hmmm..
toilet jap. -,-`

wokeyh ~
LETS START !
breath in breath out (Beast. lol xD)

do u believe in dream ?
well, i dont wanna know ur answer. and yes i do.
i do think it some sort of sign or somthing.
but there is FEW secret that u cant tell others about it.

soo, my blog my diary rite ?

episode one of my sleep.
once upon a time , bla bla bla. LOL. no lah :P
i went to a town, there were soooo many ppl there. u cant even swim. walk can laa..
then, tgh jln2 tu.. suddenly, saw some arcade machine or somthin. sajer test2.
after few sec of using it. ader org tegur. good looking oso. -.-`
dah ckp2 tu. baru prasan my precious have been trade with other tings. damn.
so i chase person that trade/stole (watever) sampai tak letih lah kjar dier. sbb dlm mimpi en. wkwkwk.

pas tjaga. i continue episode 2 plak.
dlm niyh. i pgi umah nenek. then there were some fren there. dono why..
biler kuar nak balik tu. i saw a girl(thats all i can say :D) holding bouquet of flower. and enter my grandma house. >.< idk either she want giv it to my grandm or to my fren.

thats all. & bold word are important for me :)

We Should Have ...

Some try to forget

Some tend to dwell

Me ?

I will not do neither

fast update.

quote >> sakit dmata ta sama sakit dhati

YEAH !!!

noumu noumu saranghae
F YEAH !!
^^&

5th/6th day of my DotA streak. STRAIGHT WIN !!

i've feel the bond between us. LOLOLOLOLOL !

MuSiC CoRe !

few preview about them.
Pendulum ~! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogMNV33AhCY
NetSky ~! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cG7cRDcPY3k
Blue Stahli ~! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xku0zPWZn8o
Celldweller ~! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QELD5jo1xYA
Kraddy ~! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1q12MD5Au6g


Some track that i like :-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBgArsOUbEo

sunset.

I guess its too late

Im dancing this dance alone

This chapter's done

The story goes on.